Mi Vida Loca

Dear, Everyone 

  This letter goes out to everyone. The first day I went with my mom to the doctors and we both found out it did bring sock to me but at the end it brought me HAPPINESS because I knew it was going to be a big change to me. But once that doctor told me that I had 3 choices man I told my self “I only believe in 1 choice” and I did, stuck to that 1 choice because I wasn’t going to give it away or kill something that God sent to me. I told myself that “If God sent me this baby then I’m keeping it!” After missing so many days of school I went back and as soon as I walked into those doors it was like all EYES were on me but I did nothing but just SMILE and keep WALKING in those HALLS. At first I thought if its easy to come back and have everyone look at me than how BAD will it be when I tell my dad? “Lord that was a nightmare” because he turned me and my hubby down right away, he told me things that I thought I would NEVER want to hear from him, than on TOP of that just when I least suspected it my own sister turned her back on me in the time that I needed her the most! For almost a whole 4 to 5 days my very first baby had to hear what his/hers auntie and grandpa had to say about the whole thing. Now when I walk around school people still LOOK at Me and really its nothing different to me, people come and ask me like 21 questions but I don’t mind telling them my answers. Some people aren’t just to HAPPY about it because I could tell when they say “Your life is ruined or are you going to drop out?” Well this is why I’m writing this letter so I could let them know #1 My life has just began #2 Having this baby won’t make me drop out. All just because two important people in my Life once told me “Never Give Up even when things gets Hard” I was only 3 or 4 years old when both my big brothers always told me that just because I couldn’t tie my shoes. Just all in 2 months so many people have put me down but I still stood on my own to feet because they heard what I have been through but they weren’t there so this isn’t nothing different to me. I will stand STRONG till the day I die and I will Never Give up! What ever someones tells me I will prove them wrong because I’ve been doing that my whole Life and I’ll keep it going ….

To all those who didn’t believe in me I’ll prove you all wrong some day!!